I do not think my girlfriends parents can fathom the immensity of fucks I do not give about their feelings towards me being with their daughter.
(Source: sunkissedsanity, via imjustfullofmystery)
So,
Lets start off with the fact that today was me and my girlfriends 1 year and 9 month anniversary. What a great anni -_-.
They havent mentioned anything to her about it since she told them. Nothing. All they keep doing it saying they love her and try to have regular conversations as if nothing happened. Do they honestly think we stopped talking?
Now, church ends at 9 and on a late night 930. It it 10:39 and they still aren’t home which means they definitely set up a meeting with someone from church. All I can do now is hope and pray that whoever they speak to doesn’t give them some crazy advice that will make this even harder than it already is for Nat and I.
I love you babe <3
So, my girlfriends parents said we cannot be together…
How exactly do you think I am supposed to react when I hear that? Oh ok thats cool have a nice life?
No, that is not how love works. When you love someone you fight for them. You let them know that you have their back and that they are not alone. You make sure they are aware that you will not give up and you make sure that NOTHING ANYONE says can get to you.
I do not want to disrespect her parents. I never did and I still don’t but I know for a fact if anyone told my girlfriends mom “You cannot be with ***** I have no doubt in my mind she would have fought for him.
She is my love, I care for her and I love her, but most of all I am worried. I am worried that she isn’t okay. I am worried that she is going to be crying and they aren’t going to understand why and wipe her tears. I am not worried that we won’t be together because when there is a will there is a way but, I just wish I could be there to hold her. When she is hurt, I am hurt. When she is happy, I am happy. Thats just how love works.
I know I could live without her, but I refuse to do that. So, the battle begins.
So, my girlfriend just came out to her father and is coming out to her mom. I am waiting for a text yet and still. We both go to the same church and have very religious parents. I am scared out of my mind because unlike my family they don’t know she has an attraction for girls. My parents know I’m gay. It has been over an hour and she hasn’t texted me. I don’t know if she is okay, what her parents said, nothing. I love her so much, words can’t describe the feeling she gives me.
It’s situations that I go through like these that piss me off. Other people go around with a boyfriend one day, girlfriend the next, and their parents are okay with it. They have relationships that last 2 weeks and they are on to the next and it’s okay. I have a real love with an amazing young woman and because of peoples ignorant closed minds we have to go through this. I might have her taken away from me and I might be able to stay with her. Either way I’m putting up a huge fight. Thats what you do when you have a girl like mine by your side. I love you Natalie Arenas, with all of my heart.
